Exams start tomorrow for moi. With three advanced placement classes I feel like I might die.
Did I mention one of them was AP Chemistry?
Did I mention I am an English geek and hate science?
Sigh. It was my own fault for taking the class, and this I know, but there is something about grades and me that I can't help. It's this thirst to prove myself, to show that I'm good at something. If I can get my grade as high as it's possible to at my school, then my intelligence can't be doubted. It's an insecurity, obviously. I'm trying to get out of this rut of worrying myself sick over my grades, and my cure: a special someone, some great friends, awesome music, and my mother. And of course, writing always helps me through things.
If you have exams soon, happy studying! If you've already had them, I hope you did well. Ever felt like you just have to be the very best to feel good about yourself? Let me know.
It'll be okay,
Emac
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